There is neither depression
Nor any evil intention;
Yet there are sleepless nights,
Unescapable attacks of panic and fright!
I know the reason
Of my popping fits of insomniac seasons;
When I try hiding my tears
To show I have no fear!
Hurting people mistakenly,
Never let my day pass smoothly!
Intense attachments for me
In hearts of parents and friends,
Is like a catchment
An indication of being charmed and loved.
However love becomes a pain,
When expectations go unfulfilled in vain!
I wish to apologize,
If my heart does not amplify
And my work fails to resonate vibrations,
The way you want sensations!
Try to understand
I never misunderstand,
But seeing you broken because of me,
Is never going to set me free!